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It turned out that the tiredness was something more. I had to cancel clients because I could barely get my body off the lounge. The tiredness, the fatigue kept getting worse. I went to the Doctor and he did a blood test and the next day he called me back in and told me I had to get to hospital immediately. What? Me? I’ve always been healthy, and never been in hospital. Surely this was just a virus and it would pass. No, he told me, my haemoglobin level was the lowest he’d ever seen. He said “I don’t know how you’re not dead now. You have acute microcytic anaemia.”I remember saying to him “I don’t have to go now, it can wait a few days, I have clients I need to reschedule.” He said “no, to hospital immediately. I’ve called them and told them you are on your way.” I was scared and my husband saw the look on my face and in my eyes.

But little did I know that events would unfold that would shake my world.

My Wake Up Call

Like many healers, I was so busy treating others that I’d stopped listening to my own body and didn’t take action on the sudden decline in my energy levels. I was busy working and there would be a holiday soon.

The truth was, I was ignoring the signals because it was easier to keep going than address the deeper issues I knew were brewing. I knew I was depressed and in that dark pain but I didn’t want to deal with it.

But ignoring continual nudges from the universe meant there was only one way to get my attention…a catastrophic physical, emotional and mental medical event; sudden onset Acute Microcytic Anaemia.

This debilitating condition left me facing weeks of investigations and when I finally thought I was getting somewhere close to a reason for this illness, I had a sudden collapse in my hospital rooms’ ensuite. The nursing staff told me later that they’d found me unresponsive, I was dead. The resus team were called and I was rushed down to ICU where they discovered I had a life-threatening Pulmonary Embolism. I was scared and confused and angry and I was ashamed. How could this have happened to me? But deep down, I knew I had created it.

After 6 days in ICU I was greeted by a dear friend who had driven 6 hours to see me in hospital, but I wasn’t expecting the truth bomb she dropped! She said to me “so did you want to check out?” I knew she was right, I could feel how right she was. I had wanted to die, I hadn’t wanted to live, the darkness or depression was too much. So, all I could say, between floods of tears, was “yes”.

Setting a New Intention

Her truth bomb was a lightbulb moment! I realised I was at a crossroads – fight or give up and die. They were the only choices I had. It was at that moment I knew in my heart of hearts I had been sent back here for a reason: live life on purpose, in healing and in service.

Today I am following that path in with my own practice. It’s here that my clients eliminate the pain of depression and anxiety, build self-belief and we reconnect families in harmony and health. We get rid of fears, phobias, trauma and so much more.

I use Clinical Hypnotherapy, counselling and coaching and other tools as you need them. I know your pain, I know your fear. I’ve lived it and come out the other side. You can too, I’ll help you, I’ll show you how, so you never have to go through what I went through.

What do I believe, now and always?

Where intention goes energy flows, which means we are the creators of our own reality. Dis-ease begins and ends with our emotions, which empowers all of us to take ownership and reverse this imbalance. I took ownership of my imbalance, my emotional blockages. All healing starts with us first and no-one is ever too young or too old to begin.